JAPANESE Capitalized Suffering CD GOD BLESS'EM, NOT ME I'm still alive in the muddy swirl of regret. With foul eyes blinked like a criminal gone to the dogs. Headlight lights up me sternly. What I've done? Tragedies were also styled, but enough to beat me. Everything is unfair, have you never known? The dice of God was cheated. He judged me to fail. The scene having you turns around me. I wish I'd be erased clearly, my pleasure. Too much contradiction, it makes me confused. Your empty eyes might be killing me completely. Like shadow pictures, you turn around me. I won't run away. You can defeat me until you are satisfied. I know you are sadistic. Rain has begun to fall and rolled down my skins tepidly without tenderness. Am I expecting it? The dull voices sound sobbing or screaming inside my head. Is this mine? God bless'em, not me. ALL THE FAKE Hatred for our rationalized system was born in my head. It's just a slogan and you can call me a liar. But I don't want to be rigid. I'm just grumbling about the air. Like a prisoner. Don't you feel bad at all? Whatfs kind of this feeling? We need something makes us free. I don't know it, but no fun at all. It's only an impulse to break routine down. I know I'm wrong. Science develops and we're gonna be decadent. There are good ideas we won't try. Getting into blue and I think it doesn't matter to me. Following the crowd, cheap vanity and curiosityc All the fake, we live in, we'd built. We need something makes us free. I don't know it, but no fun at all. It's only an impulse to break routine down. I know I'm wrong. I accept our choice to be decayed in this system, not to destroy it and create something better. Talking to myself again. FROM THE DEADLY ASH My heart was covered with dust and rust. I saw the despair. What's happened to me, my visibility was going to dim. Feels like the hook pierces my chest firmly. Beat me the rain, take my heat away. I wanna be frozen. Blow the wind, shut any sounds out. I walk and wish the night makes me forget everything. Impossibility of the fate. When I realize it, my emptiness goes far beyond unreasonable curse and becomes something absolute. Such confusion, such tiredness. Echoes of "Why?" continue inside me. I don't want to know the answer. It's over now. The dawn purple shines coldly, penetrates my burned brain. My hands are deadly pale. No one stops my walking. Dull pain starts to ache. I don't know anywhere I get away from here. My heart was buried in deadly ash. LAST NATION;SINKING SHIPS No-IQ becomes the hero by monkey's support. They love number one and do anything for it. Don't care how many pagans died. Victory is always right even if it's crime. Cover up facts, decorate lies with propaganda. Agitate, unite, cheers Empire. Obedience, It's safe and realistic, no other way. Ideal is useless, because politics is just a game. We should consume easy and laugh on the TV, even if it's sin. Cover up facts, decorate lies with propaganda. Agitate, unite, cheers Empire. You're guilty. DELIGHTFULL LONELINESS Weak smiles in a mirror. He looks as if he was tired out for considering the declining life.@A lazy beard is grown. So everyone made disagreeable faces. Even if I seem miserable, I'm worried about the world. It's not true. I just think why I'm always badly off. Empty cans of beer are increasing. I'm helpless but I don't mind. It's not bad if I'm like dregs at the bottom. We breed too much, eat up and scramble. "Love" is over flooded, means hypocrisy, fills egoistic desires. I wonder if I could say that I don't expect any love. Though it's a supremacy, don't forget it's not a genuine draught. Everything is for self-satisfaction. When we realize it's an illusion, can we stop crying together? Who said that it was eternal? Three days pass, you forget it! THE UNFORGIVEN Life is nothing but it kills times. Like running away from empty dreams. Fake smiles, cold tone news. You know you're excited by your lies. Accelerate my insanity, play with your affections... Bury my recognitions. Nothing is gonna take me anywhere. The breaking off that I chose revealed me. I'm just the poorest man. I hope this is not the last point. I don't know where my thought should go. My doubt was only a vague uneasiness. We're the eternal unforgiven. Who laid us such the worthless. I want to believe us that we're not only bad seeds. Misdirection should be defeated. A DETERMINATION It seems I'm in a bad dream. Awake me. My words (said seriously) are suspicious like their words. Big blue sky, B-2 tears apart it. They don't count bodies. I'm waiting for the sun that never rise. We're born with the sin. How beautiful is our dying. But we can't bear it. Why are we killed by their caprice? Say again and again. We are nothing. Our struggle amuses you. When I went to the ground, revenge will be achieved. I'm ok, maybe. GOOD BYE COMMON SENSES I can't enjoy the repetition of daily life. It proves my sickness? Or the world is essentially crazy? I don't care, common senses must be hated. Noises from the train. And the unbelievable fact someone believes they can control civil dissatisfaction by their power. Both of these have groundless relation in somewhere inside me.ª My complaining is not persuasive, because I cannot get rid of my hiccup. It's caused by alcohol. The fact I can't say that I have nothing to lose. Am I kidding? I'm bound by myself. So fuckin' what should I do? Survive in the corner of the dark. I'm a coward without the courage of suicide you have. Meaningless words are fading away into the black dark night. Meaningless words, like poor poems. My complaining is not persuasive, because I cannot get rid of my hiccup. It's caused by alcohol. Meaningless words are fading away into the black dark night. Meaningless words, like poor poems. HEADLESS DRAGON I can't get away from fuckin' civilized life. I'm born mechanized. The hand of convenience grabs my heart. I'm nervous of being killed always. My piss smells like oil, my blood is energyless. We're animals wearing foul fat. Even if you think you're not. Is it a easy problem that I'm worried about capitalized suffering? It seems we're the headless dragon. Unite and build the critical disaster. Oh, my time was sacrificed. Oh, my brain was sacrificed. Who did exist satisfied? Count dreams that you don't look, count ideals that you lost. Are we just walking bodies? gOur enemy is not worse than we thought.h Is this our last tenderness? If the people was all poet, if the people had more imagination, is the world better? Is my heartbeat comfortable? I don't know, but I hope so. SPEAK SAME OLD NEWS, SING SAME OLD SONGS Let me forget crazy tiresome days. Don't stop your punk rock. Guitar driving kicks my ass. I feel so good in this mood. At the freeway, streaming same views make me uneasy. Is this not my place? Sorry for my selfishness. I don't know why I was twisted. I'm sentimental romanticist and nihilist. People call me useless. I doubt my life. Resist it. I don't want to be killed by ordinary standard. I produce nothing, but so what. Speak same old news, sing same old songs. I hate the conservative, is that me? Choked by myself. Let me go. THE UNKNOWN STORY All I want to say has gone into the darkness that I love. Old days, if it was good days, I would go back there sometimes. Too much big ideal, what does mean freedom. Memories bother me like ivies. I'm pessimistic, I can't be philanthropic. I tell you the unknown story. It seems a shit comedy. the unchangeable situation. I wonder if I could sleep in your illusion. Don't wake me up. Everything was gone.