Grab the Fire Swinging in the Rain THE DISTANCE Everything has broken. I want to confirm and extort our feeble bonds. The light in the town is fading. My throat is getting hot. The illusion never fades. My blood is gathering speed. Where am I now? Give me the last chance. I feel I�fm leaving from me. You and me have the distance like the heaven and the ground. Sometimes the unconcern turns the violence. Everything has broken. I want to confirm and extort our feeble bonds. The light in the town is fading. My throat is getting hot. The illusion never fades. I'm so foolish. No sympathy on your back. GOD PLOTTED I use you as a shield. Reality is disappointment and fatigue. I surrender under his thumb and stop minding. You were choked. Pretend to be lunatic not to get confused. When I think about you, I feel nauseating. 7,6,5,4,3,2,1, Stop the breath! When did I cry before? I can�ft remember. Sleepless every night. My heart is like the sponge dried as a brick and it sucks up disgust feeling. Never ending thirst, ambiguous loneliness and unreasonable anger. Who is the god plotted this program? PENULTIMATE TRUTH I�fm still desiring what I lost. It means something. Getting tired out, the dream is sentimental, heavy and unfounded. My future is brief but complicated. The empty gonna hold me down. There is no truth where my hand reaches? Maybe it�fs wrong to ask for it. The world is still in silence. I think about you every day in this place. There is like a bottom of the sea. My thought is linking and linking. I ask my life for something and assimilates to pale light. Escape from the real world. The light of a life is small but strong, continues burning. Kill Identical Originality No wirepuller. It is ourselves supposing it. Our deceptions and lies form the ruler in the dark. Too many things which are not needed. Confused by the vision which we made. Looking at only the phantom. Too many cars. No place which can give me the solitary. We seem to be increased insects. Elitism does not save me. Erase anything. It�fs only the way to retreat. PAUSE YOUR FREEDOMThis world repeats change. Evolution never stops. No absolute thing. Carry on the chain of consumption and production. We need an imitation. Passion and individuality are not welcomed. You are not you. In the system, there is safety and peace. We�fre distinguished and classified by the given number. We should be obedient robots. And now I�fm a scrap iron. We should be obedient robots. And now you�fre a scrap iron. DOWNFALL Connected with beams of light. It's our last relation. It is great worldly desires that spoil us and give us a downfall. Passing bell rings. Finally, is everything proved to be complete different? There is nothing in the other side of the steel door. Passing bell rings. You can�ft move, holding the idea you got. You are afraid of coming apart. People is dying, buried under haughtily. I cannot forget them forever. Uncertain death. It's all the fancy in the sorrow. It is uneasy, so we desire insanity. INFINITE CALM INSIDE Infinite calm inside, my consciousness soars to the empty. Feeling fear but also joy too. It gives me relief, silence and sadness. A conclusion in myself. It�fs something I can see exaggeratedly. Some kind of philosophical energy and moment. It does not exist, like self-sacrificing love. Any meaning cannot be found. Hazy feeling. My consciousness breaks away. Yeah, she grasp my hand. It is only me here. My consciousness breaks away. Yeah, she grasp my hand. ANNIHILATE ME Annihilate me. Communication was exhausted. Annihilate me. I can not save appearances any more. When will this meaningless war end? You are intoxicated by yourself so much. It is like the painting of the inferno colored beautifully. Your car is nice. I don�ft care what you want. Repent after dying. CLOCK PLANET Feeling of walking along the muddy road after rain. Accustomed sensitivity, bitter saliva. The paint of yellow brown comes off and falls. Sympathy for an inanimate object. Dear my weakness. I can't raise up the fist of resistance any more. I am surely wrong. What I got is nothing. It is an escape syndrome. An irresponsible thought is expressed by someone's language. We are losing essence and drifting a surface. I can�ft trust anyone. I have no confidence. Isn't there any toughness, either? You know all senses of values are subjectivity. We�fre still alive in this planet. METAPHYSICAL BURST Working hard to make ourselves significant. It�fs too much blind. It�fs so natural that affections are most important, you know. But I still can not let go off chaos and discord, because of my anxiety. Curse my narrow mind. I'm so tired. Faking is over. My possibilities disappear without any help. Can you feel my sweat, my temperature? I need real proof of me. If you trusted my madness, unstableness, and cranky depression, sink me deeper. NO ENEMY BATTLE Don't blow breath into a dead body. Nothing I want. Overlook the world from the hill of despair. Move my leg as long as it moves. One step, two steps. Everybody is gone. Only wind and my steps sound in the cold ground. The sound is my hope. Don�ft lose my courage, against the cruelty of God. I can sympathize with the dull pain in the inner cerebrum. I'm only waiting for you to appear in my sight. You greet me with an ultimate smile. It is the end, it is the limit of the sadness. Let�fs dance the dance of the last revenge. And I disappear from anywhere. Turn a muzzle of a gun to the object which cannot be understood. Hate beautiful things. No enemy battle. GET DEAD DRUNK I hang around with impatience. Teacher, it seems your words changed me. Not the purpose but process is important. I think the purposeless makes us empty. I am not sleepy and not tired, but I cannot feel warm at all. What I feel is only my pulse and breath. Even it is doubtful. Even it is doubtful. Get dead drunk and struggle! ...You should be so. Get dead drunk and struggle! ...We should be so. Go up the spiral staircase whose begining is the end. Believe the truth is in my fading ideas. If the darkness falls suddenly? Laugh at me who do only such imagination. I will return a bitter smile. BLACK IS THE PROOF OF TREASON We laugh a lot. Night falls, and the stars are twinkling. Forget all about damaging each other without a reason. The sun rises and sinks. My pain hanging on to this repetition is so small. Praise you are here. It is not the matter although the world turns around even if I�fm not. The matter is inside me.